Ooh Chloe

Have you ever had those times where you think you know exactly what God is going to do? You can see all the pieces coming together, it makes sense, it feels good, your heart swells with joy, your soul seems to exhale a sigh of relief. This is how God is going to redeem my story. This is the beginning of my new chapter. But then He doesn't do that. Just as fast as you saw those pieces coming together, they start to fall apart again. The path that seemed so clear, so bright, so hopeful, is now gone. Where does that leave you? Where does that leave me? If you have read any of my recent posts, you know that the struggle in 2018 was real. The loss, the heartbreak, even trauma, was so so real . I came into 2019 eager-beaver, ready and expectant to see how God was going to redeem my past. I saw some ways that it could happen and, for a moment, I was convinced that's how it would happen. I know I'm not alone in this. I'm sure we've all had those moments. It's what w