Ooh Chloe

First of all, I'm actually shocked that I have churned out another post so soon. But.. Yay! I am so grateful to God for guiding me through my struggles in His time. Had I not gone through the hurt, I would not have grown and matured in the ways that I have; however, I do not want to stay in that hurt forever. I have worked through so much, but there is more to be done. I am not dwelling on my hurt. I think it is important to recognize all that has been done, the lessons learned, the hurt that has been healed, the fears that have been calmed, the hopes that have been restored. Equally important, is the recognition of what needs to be done. Without it, there would be no further progress. It's all about balance. So much of this year has given me opportunity to be bitter. Sometimes I have been. Other times I have not. Every time, it is a struggle. I get so frustrated about so many things. I don't understand why things ended up the way they did. I can't always see G

Hello friends! Once again, it has been a while since I have posted anything. Part of me is inclined to apologize for this, but I won't. As I have mentioned, this year has been particularly rough for me. My hope is that this post will continue to shed light on what I have been going through and, more importantly, the ways that God has revealed Himself and His truth to me through it all. That being said, I have   been taking time to process a lot of hurt, trauma, and grief. The more I work through it, the more I want to write about it and the more comfortable I am to do so. Since my desire to blog and ability to post has been heavily dependent on my healing process, I want to take this post to talk to you about my actual healing process and more about what I am healing from. Last October, a pastor and professor of mine asked if I believe that God could heal me. I, of course, said yes. He then asked me if I believed that God would heal me. Again, I said yes, but it was somethi